by Jamie Summerfield, the Sentinel
Journalist Jamie Summerfield, from the Sentinel, Stoke-on-Trent, explains why his smoking had to stop.
Smoking was a time bomb waiting to kill me.
My parents both smoked. It killed my father. He died of cancer when I was 21. Every time I took a drag of a cigarette, that thought went through my mind. My mother stopped smoking years ago and now has dangerously high blood pressure.
I didn't want to end up dead. I didn't want to live with high blood pressure. I know I had only smoked for four years but I was still extremely worried about my health. Worried that the same thing could happen to me, which happened to my father. To be dead at 55. I have a six-year-old daughter and I didn't want to see her grow up without a dad.
It is for this reason that five weeks ago I gave up smoking. I went along to the smoking cessation clinic at my local GP and got kitted out with nicotine patches and advice.
My girlfriend gave up four months before and I thought, well if she can do it, so can I. The nicotine patches helped immensely but psychologically it was hard.
Trying to break habits like having a cigarette after a meal or with a pint down the pub are difficult to overcome.
The nurse warned me about it and asked me to try replacing the cigarette with something different. So now I go for a walk after my meal instead of having a smoke.
I don't want to pretend it is easy, it isn't. It is an addiction and a difficult one to drop. But the good news is that I no longer cough and splutter in the morning or gasp for breath at the top of the stairs. I feel fitter and healthier than I have for years.
Five weeks on, I feel proud that I have managed to give up. I know I am not over the hurdles. I know I am still battling with it. But I am on my way to victory.
I will keep on chewing the gum and using the nicotine patches and thinking about my daughter.
This item first appeared in the Sentinel, Stoke
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